ALERTING ALL FOLLOWERS
CASSIE IS GOING TO BE HERE WITH ME. IN EUROPE. FOR THE FIRST TIME. OUT OF HER HOMELAND. WITH ME. IN 19 DAYS.
19 DAYS.
“Cassie.. I know we say it over and over, but I really need it to be certain in your heart, I need you to know that I am utterly and irrevocably in love with you. I honestly am complete and would not know what to do with myself if I lost you. You’re the only one I ever want to know for the rest of my life. I want your hand in marriage, your kids. Our home full of pets. I wanna be an American citizen for you, I wanna wake up and smell the place that’s become my home every day and not have to worry about going back anywhere else, I wanna wake up next to your body every morning for the rest of my years. You are my forever.”
Always finding myself at a loss for words. I have never been so sure of anything in my life.. I’m yours, and I’ll love you with all that I am, and everything I have to offer, forever. Because nothing matters more. I’ve found my soul mate.
You have made these last 16 months hands fucking down, the best time of my life. You are the antidote that gets me lifted, the high that never ceases.
You make all of my anxieties about life and failure and all-around struggles dissipate with a single glance. It doesn’t take much for pulse to work 30x harder the moment you’re involved.
I can’t wait to feel your soft breaths dance along my shoulders. To have our arms and legs wrapped around one another’s for dear fucking life, yet again, (as they always should have stayed,) & our ribs pressed into each other so fucking hard that they become interlocked.
My lips will not move from freckle between your breasts.
Two months. Two more fucking months until these miles are no more and I’m back in the arms I belong in.
Oh my god so my dad called last night and he was on speaker phone with Harp and I and we were just sobbing about how sad we are that we didn’t go to ultra this year and he just broke out like
“WHAT REALLY I WANNA GO TOO”
And I was like “dad do you have any idea how expensive three tickets are” lol and he was all like “yes about $1,000 or wutev, but that’s totally fucking worth it, and I’m taking you both once I get out. We’ll just tell your mom we’re going fishing or something, but you guys are getting your own hotel room because I have a feeling I’ll be beat and you two will still be up and I don’t want to wake up and see you guys naked and laughing on the floor rehashing the night no ok I’m getting my own room.”
GUYS MY 50 YEAR OLD DAD IS COMING TO ULTRA WITH ME AND MY SISTER THIS IS FUCKING NUTS DO YOU HAVE ANY IDEA HOW EXCITED I AM
Actually crying over my excites. Can’t wait til he’s a free man :’)
(10:24) I am writing you letters on postcards from an ocean away because you’re asleep and I miss you.
(10:26) I am always missing you.
(Since I like to keep you lovelies updated,) I’m receiving my check for my flight either Thursday or Friday, meaning I’ll have my dates and everything set for Spain done by THIS FUCKING WEEKEND. It’s official, holy fuck I’m going to shit myself. I really can’t believe this is happening. After a year of not seeing her, I really don’t look forward to anything else except being in her arms again. This is it Tumblr, this is it. I’ll be Europe bound in two and a half months!
